camfield | Entries tagged with introspection

So. Usually Summer is a time when people relax.

Not me! I worked, and not a usual 9-5 job either. But, thankfully the horror is 90% over and I can try to get back into the swing of things. I have college courses coming up, and I don't even WANT to get into why my University is a bitchass.(Though it is in the cut below.)

( Bitching here. )

I only have one more event next month, and then I should be clear. With the classes I have I'm probably not going to be tremendously busy and I'm thankful for that. I might actually start crafting again, and even *gasp* working a regular job! What? XD

Love you F-list. You da bomb. :P

I may have actually come across another pairing I don't like. Dood. I really didn't know that was possible.

Or really, let me amend that. I have always been 'eh, whatevs' about this pairing, and then I was like, meh, prefer not to read as a main pairing period, and now. Now, I have zero tolerance for the art, and very little tolerance for the pairing in any capacity.

I don't even know why.

XD

Looking for inspiration where there seems none to be had, trying and failing to keep my focus.

There is nothing here, nothing that she can set her sights on. Trial and error, but error seems to reign supreme in this mess of a life.

Begin. End. She sees that there is nothing but waiting and running. Nothing but terror and unhappiness presiding over her kingdom.

I have parts of random poems running through my mind.

I'm not sure what this means. XD

Also, BAH. CHATTY BOTS ARE CHATTY.

This fic is never going to be finished if Blaster doesn't stop doing the whole exposition thing. Seriously man. Seriously.

"It is better to be hated for what you are, then to be loved for what you are not." - Andre Gide

"I am strong enough to believe that no one else can decide for me what I am, what I should do, or the measure of my self worth. I am strong, capable, and ready to try my best in any situation."

"Love and compassion are synonymous. You must have love, to have compassion, and your compassion will always showcase your love."

"Actions are louder than words, so make Love a verb and SHOW people you care."

I love you all!

Oh man oh man oh man.

I've been on Ebay again. That always bodes badly for my money levels, lol.

Other than that,

WHAT THE HELL BRAIN.

I'm having word trouble. WORD TROUBLE! I don't usually flounder in the lexicon pool, hell, I don't even wade!

USUALLY.

But now, I'm judgmental, and everything sounds, just bad.

Example. The word 'vagina'. It is a clinical sounding term, not really an intimate one, so writing porn and suddenly getting my mojo thrown off by lady bits is giving me a headache. I LIKE the word vagina. I think that writing about the baby passage is fun. Hilarious in the right setting! But then we go to the opposite end of the spectrum and look at slang and all I can think is...

(bad joke alert)

Pussy. but I don't want to do that because IT GETS USED ALL THE TIME.

*snicker*

I know, repeated, bad, terrible and not funny joke. I had to say it though! Had to!

Seriously though. You go through the front/back door into the entrance and down the passage and you're in a building. You have a snatch or a cunt and certain stereotypes arise. You have a dripping/moist chasm of love (thank you for that) and it sounds HARLEQUIN ROMANCE CORNY!

Robots make it so much easier. At least when I see valve I don't synonymously think, dick sheathe.

I'm so weird.

I'm going to go listen to She Wolf and write about Spike and Raoul now. *sulks*

I swear to god I can work LJ, SWEAR TO GOD. Lol!!! I don't know why I forget crap every single freaking time I post things. Every time! It's like I subliminally think, 'Okay, this is done, time to post it then edit it a half a dozen times before I can actually leave it.'

One day. One day I will be FREE!!!!!!!!!!

Or maybe just remember to do everything before I actually press the post button. I need a checklist. :p

Edit! - Okay, seriously now. I'm only posting to my journal. I have the reading comprehension skills of someone who can't read, and should be shot in the foot RIGHT NOW.

My bad guys, I truly don't mean to be an idiot.

Based on a prompt from the kink meme. A) Jetfire dances in the dark while B) on fire.

This didn't really fill what OP asked for, but I liked it enough to post it anyway.

Universe: TFA
Characters: Jetfire, Jetstorm
Rating: T
Warnings: Spark overload
Disclaimer: I claim nothing but my own poor writing and ideas.

( Dancing with Fire )

Current Mood: accomplished

Some introspection maybe? Home is where the heart is.( Going Home )

Dislaimer: Not mine, lol.

( Read more... )( Going Home )

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: United States, Michigan, Detroit
Current Music: Hallelujah

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Entries tagged with introspection

Holy moly what the poly.

Wow.

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Quotes, Mantras and Positive Thinking.

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Lol

Fic: Dancing with Fire

First Jazz/Prowl! Hopefully better then crap, lol.

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